You need to get grounded. You’re a flag half-strung in a gale, and you keep flapping so hard in all the wrong directions while your better half fights to hang on long enough to fasten that second clip on. You are wasting yourself, burning yourself out on trivialities and distractions, burying yourself in a soft, suffocating sea of fiction and ill-advised naps., You have things to CREATE and you are not getting any younger. Pull it together! Turn off the screens and turn on the part of you that once made you happy. Remember to breathe. And remember not to do all of your living at school. It is good to love your work, but you also need to love your life. Be strong.